Pringles and Shots.

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So much going through my mind!

I have 14 days left until I'm a senior and I LOVELOVELOVE it.
Summer means so much... good & bad...and I'm a little apprehensive. I need a job. I need a car. I can't wait to spend all day in the sun. This year is also going to be different for many reasons. I actually have to figure alot of things out. Like... what I'm doing with my life, who I might spend it with, where I'll be doing all of this at. Scary and exciting at the same time.
I love my life though... don't get me wrong. There isn't anything I would change. Well, almost. I'm so dreading Samuel leaving for NC for two months. We're in the honeymoon-so-in-love phase of our relationship and everything is beautiful and I'm afraid this may mess things up. I pray it doesn't, but you can't ever be sure of the unknown. Two months is a long time in general, but two months of summer is even longer. We're not bad people, but we are human. Two months, four states away, constantly surrounded by other people... Its scary. I sure as hell know neither of us want hurt, but sometimes circumstances are everything. I love the kid to death, I do. But especially when ALL of your friends are in relationships... its really hard to not have the person you love there too. Its a bit of a gamble. You kinda put your heart on the line with distance, especially this early in a relationship. To be honest, It really scares me. At the same time.... this is something so good. Samuel James, you are everything I could ask for and more. You make me the happiest. But, thats about all I have to say right now.